This month was a disaster.. i guess..have failed miserably in all the things i do, and i pity myself for all that..
Gonna lose her soon, or should i say lost her long ago..i dont know what has happen, dont know what wrongs have i done, dont know.... i just want to salvage this relationship. made something for her the day before, for the whole night, sleep?didnt even think of it.headed to bedok, just wanting to put the letter into her letterbox,cant, locked,damn it..guess she doesnt want to see me, took a long stroll around her area and went home.i dont like to be alone, but this time it felt nothing for me...
Lots of stuffs to say but really tired now good nites..